For the longest time I was believing in something, with all conviction. Keeping my faith alive. It was real, it happened, it meant something, that’s what I would tell myself whenever others doubted me. So, I waited. Waited for the right time, when destiny will make our paths cross. When everyone will be proved wrong. I waited. With every social media notification, every unrecognised phone number, every unexpected ping of the phone, my heart sinking a little. I waited. It wasn’t easy. Praying for someone else’s wellness, dreaming about fictional scenarios, fighting for them, defending their honour. It was lonely building a castle. I wish I knew before, that the most important thing to build a castle is a solid ground. All I ever had was- water, drowning me.
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